Hope and the Slutty Pumpkin: An Inner Monologue

So shadow is D-Runk right now, it is Halloween, therefore we have a resurgence of the inner monologues. I don’t exactly know how alcohol affects the inner voice, but I’m hoping not by a lot. Why not start off a new month with an inner monologue over a rant? I feel neglected. For those of you who don’t know what I’m talking about, this is shadow’s inner monologue, essentially a narration of his life and a moral backbone that he fails to exert in his normal life. Here we begin.

The Day the Net Stood Still

For the past few years I’ve had limited internet access due to circumstances beyond my control, but in the past 4 months I’ve had an almost unlimited one. Restrictions have come up since I’ve arrived here at school and I have been forced to use the school’s “Clean Access Agent” to connect me to the World Wide Web. Even with the bandwidth restrictions, I couldn’t complain because at least I was still connected to this useful tool called cyberspace. But today, for me and my fellow students living on campus, was the day the Net stood still…

The Awakening: Out of Exile (The Incredible Journey Part 2)

For those of you who know the man behind the shadow, you know my past and what I’ve been through. Those of you who don’t, let’s just say I’ve been through a lot of shit starting four years ago, where this story starts. I was exiled to a place where religion was a priority and people had a lot of money. I’ve lasted these past four years and am now finally free. This is the story of my awakening.

Fear: A Second Inner Monologue

Fear, the general means by which we govern our society. In this day and age where death is being fought off longer so we can live out our bleak and meager little lives until the ripe old age of 100, why do we still succumb to fear? Fear is the driving force behind the enforcement of our laws, and yet it is the foundation behind terrorism. Fear can manifest itself into anyone and anything. I’ve come to the realization that fear sucks, but I can’t seem to get rid of it, thus I block out any emotion or deep thought and allow my inner monologue to write yet another rant while I finish up my homework.

Stress: An Inner Monologue by shadow

Lately with my job (that lasted for about two months), school (with the five out of six classes that are Honors/AP), and the minimal free time that I had (which translates as a half hour window to watch The Office on Thursday night) I really had no time to post, which I am sorry for. Seeing as I also have to start college applications, I better get going on those; therefore I am going to leave you with my inner monologue. I believe everyone needs an inner monologue, but at times mine gets annoying. It seems to restate the obvious a lot (and also fills in gaps in my thought process, like what its currently doing). Here’s a small look into the endless abyss that is my mind as I leave you with my inner monologue.